wideawakeanddreaming: inside...in pieces...

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inside...in pieces...

Published 12 April 2007 by will | E-mail this post

is it really april already? the 11th? wow..

sometimes i am not sure if i am running from god or running to him. is it too much to ask for some sort of sign? i know - my time isnt his. or actually i guess my time actually is. where am i - and where has my year gone? confusion is starting to set in - as well as a few other things.

seems all i do is work. for what im not sure...

want to make a change, make a real difference. how? where?
(me, really god?)
love is real. i want to love everyone. love wins and love never gives up.
what is love?

life is questions that somehow i cant answer - not yet..
who can know?
people i meet - and deeper in love i fall in all ways.
children. gods, all.

laughter, tears. what is real? my insides are in pieces.
im a liar. a loser - but i know i am loved. beloved one am i.
the promise of you.
holding, standing, clinging to that.
nonsense.

leave me high. but please stay here with me.
where i am to go - only you know.